March 8, 2002
"How everything had
changed"
Sent to a Quebec hospital
in her youth, an Iqaluit elder recalls feelings of homesickness for her "qallunat"
home
Natsiapik Nagliniq blends
into the crowd gathering at Iqaluits Nunatta Sunaqutangit Museum. As audience
members take their seats in expectation of tonights event, Nagliniq rises
from a wooden chair facing the front of the room and takes her place on stage.
"When I was growing
up, it seemed to be nice and pristine in those days," she says. "We
learned from our parents. They would tell us different things. It used to be
good to learn different things."
Nagliniq, 67, is the fourth
of six speakers in the museums elders speakers series, which has been
held monthly in the museums gallery since November.
"In late fall, early
winter, when the ice started forming, we found out the seals would come up to
the holes. There would be water coming through the holes. We went back to the
father and mother and they said they are seals," she says.
"The men would go
hunting every day, unless it was Sunday," she recalls. "When Monday
came around, every day they would do different things. They would do the things
they needed to do. Also, the women, every day they would do chores sewing
and drying the skins and pelts the men had caught."
She pauses briefly, as
though looking back through time. "They would put them on the ground and
dry the skins above the qulliq. It would be used for everything from making
food to household warmth. The qulliq was used every day in every way. It was
our only tool. We used it to make water. That was the only way we could make
water," she says.
"There werent
a lot of pails at all one or two. They never seemed to be empty of water.
There were not a lot of tea kettles, too. We used to get a lot of ice
it wasnt that close. All winter, we had ice and we made water. In the
summertime, we had water all the time," she continues.
"When the men had
caught game, they would be out for long periods of time. They would go to the
traders camps. They would take seal and fox pelts to trade and go far
away from Cape Dorset. They would take a long time."
Originally from Cape Dorset,
Nagliniq has lived in Iqaluit for many years.
"We didnt have
qallunat food, except for tobacco and tea. We used to get sweets, too, like
candy and gum, but they wouldnt last very long," she says.
"Sometimes there were
hard times. In the springtime, sometimes there was not a lot of game. Seals
sometimes were not as plentiful," she says. "Summertime came after
spring. We went back to Cape Dorset and we would wait for the big boat, the
Hudsons Bay Company ship, and the Inuit would go there and help the Hudsons
Bay Company and unload it. We also went over there to have a medical checkup.
We would get our chests X-rayed."
She shifts slightly in
her chair. "There were not many qallunat around. When we saw qallunat,
we would be very scared of them. We never used to see men with beards. A lot
of them had candy they liked that. One candy was shared by all the children.
One little gum was shared by us," she says.
"When we went to the
medical ship, we would get chest X-rays to find out if we had TB. They found
out I had TB and my father had TB, so we had to go down South. A lot of us were
taken from our camp. We were told to go. We went on a plane in springtime. It
must have been April or May."
She looks out into the
crowd, their faces focused on hers. "That was the first time I saw a lot
of qallunat. I didnt know anything about qallunat cars, their food, clothes
hanging to dry. The hospital we went to, there used to be a lot of wildlife
by the hospital. Not far from the hospital was a huge garden and zoo. That was
the first time we found out about certain things French guys, Indians,"
she says.
"It was completely
different from the things I had known. The wildlife were tame not afraid
of the qallunat. Carriages, cars they didnt run away."
She looks down again, to
the spot in her lap she has been concentrating on all night. "When we went
home, it was a very happy time for us. I was homesick a lot we were down
there for many years. We went home by ship. How everything had changed. Everybody
was happy," she says.
"I used to be happy
a lot. I would miss qallunat food. At home, I used to want to go away a lot
to qallunat land. The things I used to eat were not around here at all.
I missed the things I had gotten used to. They were no longer available, so
I used to want to go back. There were a lot of good nurses down there. I used
to miss the ones who were good to us.
"There were a lot
of good Inuit patients. Because of the food and the cleanliness, when I went
back here, they still lived in sod houses. I went back to sod houses. Thats
why I wanted to go back down South. To see pretty things. There was no sink
to wash everything, no water. There was water, but it would take a long time
to make it. The things I used to find good didnt seem good any more."
She looks up again, and
becomes philosophical.
"People go through
different things," she says. "People experience different things and
we learn that way. Once somebody tries to really think about it, we have different
ways of doing things some good, some bad. It has always been like that
and it will always be like that."
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